Well NOW I'm under pressure!

As if I don't have enough stress in a day, this hits me first thing this morning:

Horoscopes For Today: 8/4/2005
The stars put you just where you love -- center stage. Soak up the warmth of that spotlight and get ready to dazzle the audience with your best display. Don't worry if you don't have anything prepared -- frankly, you're at your best when you can improvise. It's not as if you would ever be at a loss on how to entertain the crowd, especially with the double dose of charisma and glamour that you're packing right now.

With that written in the stars, let me try my best to not let anyone down.

I have a confession, I have started smoking again. I know this will come as a huge shock to many people because for so long I seemed to have everything under control. I'd love to be able to blame this on somebody else, but it's all me. I felt bad this morning as I watched the white symbol of danger rising into the morning sunlight, but at this point, what can I do? If I had any warning that it would come to this, I would have taken steps to avoid it. Or did I ignore these signals? My thought now is just what it's going to take to make it go away again, the extras that are involved, the time and assistance from others. Will it wait until next pay, or is this smoking a serious enough problem that it will take it's toll NOW. Will the person assigned to help me be competent? Will he/she make the problem go away for good? And the biggest question of all, which garage do I take it to?